...will she be okay?...

2:00 AM

July 31, 2009

Dear Dianne,

It’s been a while we haven’t got the time to talk. You’ve been so quiet and it seems that you are closing your doors to the possibility that someone would want to reach out for you. You prefer to listen to other’s stories rather than talk; you are having so much fun with them but inside: you are weakening.

Day by day I saw you grow into someone whom I no longer know anymore, you’re becoming so fragile, touching you is no easy, it’s as if anytime by now you’ll shatter; and I am so afraid that I won’t be able to pick up the broken pieces of you.

I know you’ve been having a lot of throbbing lately, all are unbearable to imagine but that is part of the spices of life; it’s never been fair so you need to stand up and fight though you are already wounded and seems so lost in the battle. You’ve done your very best taking a much extra mile but still you are in the loosing ends but remember all these will soon pass, I can not say it maybe later but definitely in due time; you’ve been on the worst side of the world before but you managed to survive so cheer up girl there is always a way; everything will be alright.

I just want you to know that it’s ok to cry hard and break down again; it’s never easy to let down your defenses but it’s the only way to release the burden. Speak up; you still have friends around you willing to catch your fall. Don’t ever think that you are alone, if only I have the ability to embrace you, I will surely hug you tight and wait until you will feel relieve.

I am so hoping that soon the day will come seeing you smile without the pain hidden in your eyes. If you needed a relaxing feeling amidst the chaos, just imagine your soul carrying you while souring high up in the sky, hope that will lighten the heavy heart.

And by the way, if you think you no longer have friends, well you might as well read these:

Dear ian,

I ADMIRE you

You have a nice DIMPLES^^.

You make me LAUGH.

You should WEAR 2pc.=D.

Someday I will TREAT YOU.

You + me = CHAOS. lol

If I saw you now I'd LOOK IN YOUR EYES.

I want to GROW OLD WITH you.

I would build a MONUMENT just for you. ahahahahah

If I could sing you any song it would be ONE FRIEND.

We could DREAM TOGETHER under the stars.

Love,

Bru

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Dear Mommy Jun,

I look up to you.

You have a nice character.

You make me feel better.

You should share more of your sensible thoughts.

Someday I will be as strong as you are.

You + me = childlike "conivance" hehe.

If I saw you now I'd hug you.

I want to thank you.

I would build a mountain of ice cream just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be Jesus Take the Wheel.

We could chat endless under the stars.

Love,

Michiko

~~~

Dear Juno-junz,

I like you.

You have a nice face, you look like Camille Pratts.

You make me want to send Camille Pratts a letter and tell her to quit showbiz so you can take her place.

You should not take the previous two lines too seriously cuz you're just waay prettier than Camille Pratts.

Someday I will visit you in London and ride the train with you and Xierra to Switzerland.

You + me = conspiracy heheh.

If I saw you now I'd give you my widest smile and ask you "hi! pwede makipag-relasyon?" heheh..

I want to enjoy the rest of my days in Lexmark with you.

I would build a photo booth just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be The Little Things.

We could count cute boys (hihi) under the stars.

Love,

Tsin

(P.S. On a more serious note, I truly admire you Juno for having that strong character and for being a great mom to Xierra.)

~~~

Dear @dzaydee (twitter-er mode)

I LOVE TO HUG you. (too!)

You have a nice SMILE.

You make me think of FOOD! nyahahaha

You should KEEP SMILING AT THE WORLD.

Someday I will FLY A PLANE AND WRITE YOUR NAME ON THE CLOUDS! (so you'll always look up and you're never down)

You + me = rockstars (ala band slam! wee)

If I saw you now I'd HUG YOU TIGHT.

I want to SING AND DANCE with you! pahr tee!

I would build a PLAYROOM just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be EVERYTHING I OWN. o dba? hehehe

We could ALWAYS LAUGH OUT AT ALL THINGS FUNNY under the stars.

Love,

chiclois

(P.S. Let's eat later? HAHA!)

~~~

Dear JD!

I love talking to you.

You have a nice smile and your dimples,will ruin Camille Pratts career.

You make me laugh.

You should SING.

Someday I will make you big star.

You + me = Photo session.

If I saw you now I'd like to shout JUNO and hug you tight.

I want to enjoy my stay here at lexmark with you.

I would build a photo gallery just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be "Panalangin" or "Runaway".

We could talk and laugh under the stars.

Love,

chulibee

P.S. JD! will party tonight...no sleeping ok?!

~~~

Dear Juday,or Juno:D

I like:D you.

You have a nice heart.

You make me feel warm.

You should see juday and ryan..wahaha!!.

You + me = will be a singer someday!.

If I saw you now I'd ____talk to you:D_______.

I want to ___talk to you beacause you have a nice topic:D you.

I would build a program..so that you can see juday! just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be runaway! (kanta sa kasal nila juday).

We could sit (basin mahulog ta kay mga bug.at) heheh!!under the stars.

Love,

BAIT!:D

(P.S. do not change!:D.)

~~~

Jeff Mayol

I got drunk because of you.

You have a nice gunnery skills.

You make me wake up at 2am and vomit.

You should do it again.

Someday I will not get drunk again.

~~~

Mariefaith Uy

I'm always here for you. We have a nice experience together that i cant/never forget till the end of my life. i treasure it so much yan...(the ana thing, the shower thing, etc...) u know na..hehehehehe labsssssss yeah!

~~~

Van Morante

Juno, i cant fill it up, since you know my computer has died! :(

Anyhow, i love the nametag and i would want you to make one for me too! *demanding mode.

Labshoo, Yan!