I am tired!
Tired of crying
Tired of thinking
Tired of understanding
Tired of listening
Tired of talking
Tired of the chaos
Tired of loving
I was so down,
Tears started flowing again
My heart couldn’t take the pain anymore
It’s bursting out the anger
My mind can’t think of good reasons to continue living
I once said to a friend “there is a thin line between sanity and insanity”
And I am at the center of that thin line right now
My sanity choosing between the two
But I am about to give in to this depression state
I’ve been longing to reach out for GOD’s hand
But HE is no where to be found
I am blinded by all the lies surrounding me
How can I break free?
I became deaf of HIS loving words
How can I start a new commitment?
My life is miserable
My soul becoming extinct
My heart is full of anguish
All I am praying right now is for YOU, my savior to take me in your arms
So I can fully rest
Let me enjoy again the beauty of YOUR promise
So I can be fully OK
Hold my sinful life and caress my empty being
So I can learn to love myself again
Embrace me with your unfailing love once more
So I can forgive myself
Heal my broken and contrite heart
So I can be renewed again
Just acknowledge me back please
And drag me back to my sanity.
